Understanding Relationship Breakdowns

Taking a Look at Commitments and Communication

Some of us know how it is – one day, a spouse or partner just decides that they simply “don’t want to (or can’t) do this, anymore.” It’s something that seemingly happens “out of the blue,” so to speak. But chances are, as I’ve experienced, the breakdown of the relationship DIDN’T just happen overnight. More likely, it was something that had been building up, or rather breaking down, for quite some time.

Perhaps one or both partners simply weren’t PAYING ATTENTION to what was occurring, relationally. But then again, either partner might have been aware of exactly what was happening (along with the resulting emotional distance) and yet, simply didn’t know WHAT to do to or HOW to “fix it.” All too often, we wind up just pretending (denial) that something that was said or done (or wasn’t said or done) simply wasn’t all that important, and that we need to “let it go” or perhaps “get over it.” Then again, maybe we just made up our minds to “Be Nice” to each other. Now unfortunately, most of those perspectives usually go along with the “don’t sweat the small stuff” ideal. But when the “small stuff” involves feelings and relational matters, well I’ve learned (the hard way) that it’s probably best to deal with these issues, as they occur. In my own life, I’ve learned that the “small stuff” often DOES matter, and I’ve wished that I had known better.

Quite often, it’s in our inability (and/or unwillingness) to deal with things in a “healthy way,” as they occur, that allows the “sun to go down on our anger” (our relational hurts) over and over. Then one day, it would seem that the sun just doesn’t come out, anymore. Personally, I know what that’s like and maybe you do, too – and eventually it really hurts.

Now although I don’t believe that “time heals” anything, I do believe that
in time, ALL THINGS are revealed – even the true heartfelt feelings of
our supposedly committed relationships. I’ve also experienced that, over time, our deepest unhealed hurts and the true condition of our previously wounded hearts will eventually come to the surface in any relationship – committed or otherwise. But in sharing my thoughts and experiences here, I’ll be writing about relationships in which there IS some defined sense of commitment – verbal, vowed or otherwise.

Commitments are On-Going. . .
They’re NOT just One-Time Events

Commitments in relationships are often made with the best of intentions. However, I’ve come to accept that there’s a really big difference between being “In Love” versus our being committed (and able) to Loving
one another unconditionally and without expectations. And for our commitments to truly last, I’ve also found that Forgiveness will play a HUGE role.  

Still, when either partner in a relationship decides that it’s over (unless
the breakup is mutual), it’s often quite easy for one partner to remind
the other, “We had a commitment – we made vows to each other.”
Honestly, I tried using that “Statement of Judgment” and it didn’t
work at all. If anything, it resulted in creating even more animosity and a greater emotional distance. People who are hurting don’t need to be challenged about vows and obligations – they need to be Loved, unconditionally. Truly, I've wished I could have known what I've been learning over the past few years, prior to the breakup of my marriage.
But, perhaps I needed to go through that difficult and painful experience just so that I could come to the place of really WANTING to LEARN how to do things differently – especially in a committed relationship.

Unfortunately, as time goes on, the “for better or worse” vows which
so many of us have shared with each other can often seem to disappear. Now the strange thing about reciting those words, for those of us who are “Believers” so to speak, is that those particular words are nowhere to be found in the Bible. So if God’s Word is Eternal, which I believe it is, it’s really no particular wonder to me that the “words of man” often don’t last. Promises and vows, just like a “ring,” are simply no guarantee for having a committed, lasting, healthy and happy relationship with another person.

Pastor and author Andy Stanley recently did a 4-part video series called “Staying in Love.” I encourage you to consider taking the time to view the short videos by clicking on this link: http://yourmove.is/watch/staying-in-love/

Here are a few quotes from Andy's series:

-  Promises and Vows (Commitments) don’t make us capable or able,
   they just make us accountable.

-  When you become accountable for something you’re not capable
   of doing, you become miserable.

-  Just because we make a promise to someone, doesn’t mean
   we have the ability to “pull it off.”

-  When you commit to something you can’t do, the Promise is worthless.

-  Without our individual willingness to look at our past and change
   [often, Healing is necessary - rbd], it’s likely that our future will be
   a mere reflection of our past.

When people are disappointed or hurt over an ongoing period of time in which there’s no healthy conflict resolution, the continuing “heartbreak” can eventually have a “last straw.” In my experience with a 17-year marriage, the “last straw” didn't seem to be all that devastating (at least
to me) at the time of the actual breakup. But, that’s why it’s referred to
as a “straw” – straws aren’t all that heavy until they’re the “last one” which breaks the proverbial “camels back.” Eventually, without reconciling the painful relational events that occur and being able to relieve the ongoing burdens of an unhealthy relationship (and the wounded hearts that are involved), it just gets to be too much for one or both partners.

I feel that a truly committed relationship is NOT a “one-time event” based upon some heartfelt words that are shared between two people during a special ceremony. It’s really something that has to be WORKED AT and re-committed to on a daily basis. And very much like the concept of “Soul-Mates,” I've come to truly believe something I recently read by psychologist John Grey, Ph.D: “You don’t just meet a “Soul-Mate”
and live happily ever after, like the myth that we would all prefer
to believe says. Instead, I’ve observed that real world Soul-Mates BECOME that – by growing together in certain ways and working through challenges successfully.” And let’s be honest – who HASN’T felt “challenged” in their committed relationship at one time or another, or perhaps even over and over?  

To have a truly “Healthy Committed Relationship” with another person requires something more than just words and promises. Ideally, it requires an “Agreement of Two Hearts.” Now there’s something in the Word of God which I have come to personally believe and experience in my own life. And that is, “Can two walk together, unless they have agreed to do so?” (Amos 3:3). The bottom-line is when two people are no longer
“in agreement” over “whatever,” the supposedly committed relationship is going to be difficult, if not eventually impossible. So, perhaps we need to take a look at a larger component of committed relationships – and that’s in the area of “Healthy Communication.”

Healthy Communication –
It’s HOW we SAY it. . . and HOW WELL we LISTEN

As my older, wise brother told me during the break-up of our marriage, “BOTH of you need to be willing to LEARN a ‘whole new style of communicating’ with one another, if there’s going to be any hope
of a reconciliation and restoration of your broken relationship.”
And truly. . . he was right. It wasn’t just me or just her – it was BOTH of us. “Understand this, my dear brothers and sisters: You must all be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to get angry.” (James 1:19)

Quite often, what we say and what another person actually “hears” can really be two very different things. And to make our committed relationships even more difficult, if there are unresolved issues (unhealed hurts) that we’re carrying within us, which we haven’t been able (or willing) to deal with, then our ability to speak and/or listen to our partners in a healthy way will be negatively affected – even if those unresolved issues were from other relationships in our past.

Part of the growing problems in my failed committed relationship stemmed from the fact that neither of us we’re really all that capable of expressing
or sharing our feelings in a “Healthy Way.” For many of us, we’ve learned these unhealthy styles of communication by the examples we were given during our childhood. Many of us grew up in households which had a “No-Talk Rule.” That is, rather than observing our parents working through differences and challenging relational issues in a “Healthy Way,” we saw them respond harshly to one another, disengage, or perhaps even just “play nice.” The heartfelt issues simply weren’t addressed and seemed to disappear. Truly, I think we all know better?

This month, I’ll be sharing the introduction to an article on Healthy Communication referred to as “Imago Dialogue.” I’ve divided the article into three parts (Parts 2 & 3 to follow) to eliminate the need for one long reading. I’m hoping you’ll take the time to read the articles and think
about (even consider practicing) what is shared. Here’s to “going back
to school” so we can hopefully learn some “Healthy Stuff” about developing Committed, Lasting, Healthy and Happy Relationships.

R Butch David

  

“Oh, I Was Just Kidding!”

Why Sarcasm Hurts and Destroys Relationships

(Sharing an Article by Dale and Jena Forehand)

Back when I was in high school, I had a science teacher who was really quite a “Wise Guy.” Some of us who didn’t know any better thought he was really funny. But in truth, despite his knowledge of science and his ability to teach the subject, he was really one sarcastic guy. Perhaps, in some ways, the subject of science wasn’t all that he was teaching. . .

Throughout the one hour class, the teacher would often make sarcastic remarks. At a given moment, it could have been any one of us that he’d wind up picking on. Unfortunately, the rest of us would often laugh. And just in case a student was openly offended by one of his remarks, he’d cover up his hurtful comment up with “Oh, I was just kidding! Come on now, don’t be so sensitive (while laughing). Besides, I only pick on people I like – so, I guess I’ll have to quit picking on you.” I’ve come to experience that people who hurt others with sarcasm often defend
their hurtful remarks, toward the victim, through their own denial or by invalidating another's feelings – and that tends to hurt even more.

In my own life, I was always smaller in size than a lot of my peers – at least until I was in my late teens. Over time, part of my defense in being picked on by others. . . was in my words. When people hurt me physically or verbally, I would often retaliate by making cutting remarks or purposely hurtful comments. It was my way of “getting back at them.” In my own immature (wounded) thinking at the time, “All’s fair in love and war,”
isn't that right? 

Unfortunately, I carried that same attitude with me for a good part of my life. Eventually, I came to realize that sarcasm wasn’t funny and by no means was it Truly Loving. I had hurt a lot of people with my careless words through sarcasm – even those that I supposedly cared about and loved. In my own wounded and rationalizing defense, I would somehow try to convince myself, and others, that I was merely giving them “attention.” And, that I was somehow showing them that “I cared about them” with
my thoughtless words. But honestly, I’ve come to learn there are far better ways to show someone that you care about them – other than the use of sarcasm.

Now, it seemed that the “I only pick on people I like” statement really stuck with me for a long time. Perhaps it got stuck in one of the “broken places in my heart.” Truly, that’s not a defense on my part. Rather, I’ve come to learn and accept that we often wind up treating others the way we truly feel about ourselves deep inside – even in the hurtful ways that others have treated us. You see, people use to pick on me verbally quite a bit. And, I guess that “a hurt” is often a lot like the common cold – once we get it, it’s easy to pass it on. In time, I came to discover How Sarcasm Destroys Relationships.

Fortunately, God allowed me to come to a place in my own Healing Journey in which I seldom, if ever, use sarcasm in my conversation with others anymore. But before I got there, I was allowed to experience how badly sarcasm hurts – all over again. And honestly, it hurts real badly. Still, there’s been an occasion where I’ve caught myself making a joke (sarcastic comment) to someone only to realize soon after, that I hurt them. By Grace, they were the kind of friends who would quickly “call me on my stuff.” And, I’ve learned to be sensitive enough to acknowledge their hurt feelings and even more so. . . to apologize. Humor is great, but when our humor is at another person’s expense – well, it’s just not funny and it hurts. I’ve been learning to be a bit more sensitive, both to
the hurts that I’ve encountered and to others, as well. 

The following article shares some insight as to why sarcasm should be eliminated in our conversations. Although the article is written about the use of sarcasm in Marriage, I feel it provides an understanding of how hurtful sarcasm can be in any relationship. I also believe that God can heal the hurts within us that cause us to be sarcastic with others. Sometimes, we need to get to the source of our own pain before we can truly learn how to Love and communicate in a healthy way.

R Butch David  

Sarcasm: The Verbal Enemy at the Gate

(By Dale and Jena Forehand) *

The word sarcasm doesn't sound too pleasant. It seems to leave a bad taste in your mouth when you say it, but even more so when you use it. The Greek form of this word, sarkasmos, means "to tear flesh, bite
the lips in rage, sneer." And Webster's dictionary defines sarcasm as "a sharp utterance designed to cut or give pain." Wow, all of that in one small word. Yet, from experience, we know that the emotional impact of sarcasm is far from small.

Sarcasm to Divide and Conquer

Sarcasm is one of the most harmful verbal tactics used against a spouse. It destroys communication and unity in marriage. One of
the oldest military strategies is to divide and conquer. Our enemy, Satan, still uses that tactic to destroy families. Satan first seeks to separate you and your spouse emotionally. Then he moves in and seeks to separate you and your spouse physically. When this occurs, he is in the perfect position to conquer your marriage. In the midst of conflict, the enemy begins outside the gate of your marriage, cunningly tempting you and
your spouse to wage war through verbal attacks. And sarcasm often is Satan's weapon of choice. We've all used comments like, "Whatever"
or "Oh yeah, I forgot. You're perfect." And the list goes on. The following acrostic will help you understand why sarcastic remarks are so damaging to marriages. As you read, prayerfully consider how sarcasm shows up
in your relationship with your spouse.

Sarcasm Stings

Sarcasm is much like a bee sting. When a bee stings, the direct hit
of poison causes immediate pain and inflammation. Sarcasm does the same thing. Sometimes, we use sarcasm to voice harsh words we otherwise would not say, often intentionally hurting others. Once the pain is inflicted, however, we retreat, saying, "Oh, I was just kidding." But
the sting of our words hurts so much that those we have injured withdraw. Our words don't feel like jokes at all. Jesus' words should be
a warning to those of us who are tempted to use sarcasm as a weapon: "But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken." (Matt 12:36).

Sarcasm Aggravates

Do you want to make an already bad situation even worse? Then use sarcasm. Sarcasm will aggravate rather than improve any situation. Just as a child continues to scratch an insect bite, further irritating the area and causing infection, the use of sarcasm can take a small disagreement and turn it into a verbal war with emotional casualties. In Paul's letter to Titus, he said we are to live "self-controlled, upright and godly lives" (Titus 2:12). Sarcasm is not evidence of a self-controlled or godly life.

Sarcasm for Retaliation

Often the motivation for sarcasm is retaliation: "You hurt me, so
I'll hurt you." When this occurs, the conflict usually escalates to a game of verbal one-upmanship. The enemy wants you to recall every single argument or unkind word your spouse has ever spoken. In response, your words often drip with sarcasm as you exhume and relive past hurts and pains again and again. In Luke 6:37, Jesus admonished His followers to "forgive, and you will be forgiven." Forgiveness means letting go of past hurts rather than holding on to them and attacking your spouse with reminders of them.

Sarcasm for Control

Sarcasm can be used to control a conversation. The more sarcastic
a person becomes, the more control he or she has over the conversation. The other party will often yield territory or end the conversation just to escape the verbal darts. Jesus said that "Out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks." (Matt 12:34). What are your words saying about your heart?

Sarcasm Alienates

Sarcasm alienates and often humiliates the other person. Some people seem to think if they can get the first verbal shot in during a disagreement, their spouses will retreat. In the process of trying to
protect themselves with sarcasm, they damage their partners in ways
that are often irreparable. James 1:19 reminds believers that we should
be "quick to listen" and "slow to speak." Instead of trying to get
the first verbal shot in, listen to your spouse and really seek to understand his or her point of view.

Sarcasm Shames

Sarcastic remarks usually seem like no big deal to the person
who makes them. But to the recipient, those words make lasting impressions that scar to the very core of the heart. Many times, sarcasm shames a person, causing them to feel belittled and unworthy. When shame takes root in the heart, it can cause disastrous behavior, because the person now feels worthless and seeks desperately to find anything that will make them feel otherwise. Shaming a partner or spouse is a serious offense with serious consequences. Jesus said, "By your words you will be justified, and by your words you will
be condemned." (Matt 12:37).

Sarcasm Manipulates

Often, self-centeredness motivates a person to use sarcasm.
A person seeking to have their own needs for approval, affirmation, and value met by a spouse may use sarcasm to convey that those needs are not being met to his satisfaction. In contrast, "Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others." (Philippians 2:3-4)  It is foolish to think sarcasm is going to draw your spouse to you. Sarcasm destroys intimacy, but putting your spouse's needs first is a sure way to
build intimacy.

Lay It Down

If we know the enemy uses sarcasm to tear down marriages, then what can we do about it? We need to lay down the weapons of our enemy and pick up the weapon God has given us through His Word. Colossians 3:12-17 provides the perfect answer:

"Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."

The apostle Paul made it very clear that we are to put on the Heart of Christ. This involves a daily dying to self – putting off self to make room
for putting on Christ. He calls us to forgive one another. If you have used sarcasm in your relationship, you need to ask your partner's forgiveness. Then, seek the love of Christ as your sole motivation and focus, so you and your spouse can live in perfect unity. The love of Christ is the glue that bonds Christians together perfectly. And the peace of God is what should control us. Are your words controlled by
a desire to seek peace and unity, or are they driven by your fleshly desire to sting, aggravate, retaliate, control, alienate, shame, and manipulate through sarcasm?

The enemy is camping out at the gate of your marriage. He is lurking about, seeking to find that one open crevice where he can enter. If he
has been entering in and camping out in your home through the use of sarcasm, it is time to cast this verbal enemy out and lock the gate behind him. Die to yourself; fill your heart and mind with the words of Christ – and allow His love, peace, and compassion to be the source of every word that proceeds from your mouth.

*www.stainedglassministry.com/

Lastly, here's a music video reminder about our need for healthy and positive communication in all of our relationships. And if not, well then. . . "One Thing Leads to Another."
  

Coping with Our Critics

(By Lewis B. Smedes)

I am going to talk with you about how to cope with people who set themselves up as your critics. We all have critics; I have had a fair share of them in my time. All of us have people around us who tell us whether we dress right, talk right, think right, or do right. Critics can make us
feel guilty, or ashamed, or just plain incompetent – if we let them. So one of the most important lessons about life that I, for one, am still learning, and maybe you are too is this: How to cope with our critics?

There are two mistakes people often make when they are trying to cope with their critics. One mistake is to ignore them. But the trouble with ignoring our critics is that we may discover that they were right and that we would have been better off if we had listened to them. So it is a mistake to ignore our critics. On the other hand, it is an even bigger mistake to take them too seriously – to let them have the last word, as if they were our judges and were always right. The trick, then, is to listen to our critics, but never, never let our critics be our judges.

Here is the key. A critic is one thing. A judge is another. Critics give us their own opinion, and it is up to us to take it or leave it. But judges are different; when they deliver their judgment, we have no choice, we simply have to take it. This is why I say: listen to your critics, but never let them be your judges.

The Apostle Paul had his share of critics and what he said to his critics has always been helpful to me. I recommend it to you. You can find his words in the New Testament at the very beginning of the 4th chapter of
1 Corinthians. "With me it is a small thing that I should be judged by you – or anybody else for that matter. I do not even judge myself. . .
It is the Lord who judges me."

You will notice that he had three kinds of critics: first, other people, second, himself, and, third, the Lord. Three critics. We have the very
same ones: other people, our own selves, and the Lord.

Let’s first talk about our human critics: Our friends, people who go to our church, our mothers, even our own children. They can criticize us for just about everything. The apostle’s critics, for instance, were carping at him for the way he carried on his missionary work. How did he respond? He simply said: "I am listening. I hear what you are saying. What you say matters to me. But when the chips are down, and you have
had your say, your words are never the last word for me. You are not my judges."

When we let our critics become our judges, we let them decide whether we are good enough or beautiful enough to be loved and accepted. I knew a woman once who had just about everything a beautiful woman, fifty-ish, could want: besides being good looking, she was well educated, and wealthy, and on top of that she was a very good, generous human being.

But with all her fine qualities, she was miserable. Deeply depressed, sometimes thought of taking her own life. How did she get in that terribly sad state of mind? I will tell you. She got into that sad state of mind by letting her critics become her judges. She had lived her whole life to win their approval. She lived in fear that if she did not measure up to their judgments, she would not be good enough for anyone, especially God, to love her. What happened to this wonderful woman? I am happy to say that she finally learned how to deal with her critics. She found the courage to say to them all, "I respect your criticism, but from now on, I will not let you be my judge."

Very often we have the hardest time when our critics are the very people we love and admire. When I was in college, I had a wonderful teacher whom I greatly admired. And I wanted his approval above almost every thing else. And if I did not have his approval I would be crushed. In short I was letting my professor and critic be my judge. It took me a long time to say to myself: "I want him to be my critic, I will always take his opinion seriously. But I will not let him be my judge." I can tell you that the day I decided that my college idol would not be my judge, I found a new freedom to follow my own path without worrying about what he thought of what I was doing. Critics are a blessing. We can all profit from them. But they can be a curse if we let them be our judges.

Our second critic is our own self. God has made us with the ability to examine our own lives, to take stock of ourselves and be our own critics. The only way we will ever improve our lives is by being critical of ourselves. But, oh, we make a huge mistake if we become our own judges. The apostle Paul knew this, so when he refused to let his critics be his judges, he added these words: I do not even judge myself.

It is important here to recall the difference between a critic and a judge: a critic gives you his or her opinion and you can accept it or your can reject it. But when a judge pronounces his or judgment, you are stuck with it.

The apostle was his own toughest critic. He took the measure of his own life and criticized himself very honestly. He said: "I find that I often do the very things that—in my deepest spirit – I do not really want to do. And I often fail to do the very things that, deep in my spirit, I really want to do." Yes, the apostle was his own toughest critic. And he urged us to examine ourselves and be critical of what we see in ourselves. But be our own judges? Not on your life.

We are simply not competent to judge ourselves. When we take stock of
ourselves, we tend to see what we want to see. When we're feeling good about ourselves we want to see only the good things about ourselves. When we get down on ourselves we actually look for bad things in ourselves. How we see ourselves is always blurred by the mood we are in. When we feel good about ourselves, we are too easy on ourselves. When we feel down, depressed, we are too hard on ourselves. The Bible says that all our hearts are deceitful, and they never deceive us so badly as when we are trying to examine our own selves.

Besides, we are too complicated for us to understand ourselves – even when we are honest with ourselves. The smartest psychiatrist in the world can spend five years with a patient and never really unravel the mystery of his patient’s spirit. Look inside yourself, and you will find shadow and light, evil and goodness, ugliness and beauty, hate and love, all mixed up together like a tossed salad.

I worry about people who, when they look inside themselves, always come up feeling smug, and thoroughly pleased with themselves. I also worry about people who look inside themselves and come up feeling as if their souls were cesspools. Neither of them has seen themselves for what they really are.

Their mistake is not that they criticize themselves. Their mistake is that they judge themselves. I know good people who are going through life judging themselves to be flawed and blemished and hopeless persons. Yes, I worry about good people who judge themselves and always find themselves wanting.

On the other hand, I have known people who made a living by lying and cheating and stealing who convinced themselves that they were really models of good character. Yes, I worry about people judge themselves and always find themselves innocent.

No wonder the apostle Paul said to his critics: I not only refuse to let you be my judges, I do not judge myself. I criticize myself, but I do not judge myself. Which leaves just one more critic – The Lord Himself.

The apostle not only refused to let his human critics be his judges, he would not let himself be his own judge. But now comes the clincher. It was not as if he refused to be judged by anyone. He had a judge and told his critics who his judge was. He said: "My judge is the Lord." Think for a moment. God is qualified to be our judge because he knows us right down to the core, knows everything there is to know about us, good, bad, and indifferent.

How can we live with the one critic who really has the competence to be our judge? For myself, I have found that the way to live with my divine critic is to know that whenever he judges me, he also loves me, forgives me, and accepts me. Nothing I have ever done or ever will do can persuade God to reject me.

Jesus himself had critics who judged him to be deserving of the death penalty. But, what his judges didn't know was that when they condemned Jesus to death, God himself was in Jesus bearing their judgment. And since that moment when God was judged, He is the God who forgives.

One last word. . . We all have to live with critics. That’s life. But the
only critic who is qualified to be our judge is the Lord himself. And the good news about our divine judge is that He refuses to condemn us. Let me put it in Paul the apostle’s own words: There is therefore no condemnation. No condemnation. No condemnation at all. There is only forgiveness. There is only Love.

  

But, I'll NEVER Forget

What to Do – When You Can’t Forgive 

An Article by David Nelmes

“I can forgive, but I cannot forget,”
is only another way of saying,

“I WILL NOT FORGIVE.”
Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note –

torn in two and burned up,
so that it never can be shown against one.

(Henry Ward Beecher)

It was a dark night and the attack upon you was vicious, or perhaps a cherished person in your life abandons you for another. . . or perhaps school-mates or co-workers are very cruel in their treatment of you.
These are three of what could be endless trillions of reasons to be
upset, endless trillions of reasons to not forgive.

It's easy to say "You must forgive," when the situation that requires forgiveness does not directly affect you. It's easy to preach these words, but focus and clarity in thinking are required to practice these words.

Before we go on, it can be helpful for you to understand that everything I ever express to you or provide as suggestions, does not mean that I have mastered that problem or situation. It only means that I am aware what the best steps are and I am sharing this information with you. I also struggle with practicing those things that are best, just like you, so don't be so hard on yourself when you feel you cannot do something. This situation makes you no different than anyone and it's the reason why the rest of us are here for you – and why you are here for the rest of us.

When you can't forgive somebody or something, you are not hurting that person or thing. The only result of not forgiving, is a perpetuating sadness within yourself. Unforgiveness sets your mind in a place where you will gravitate to more things that are sad, to more things that are not peaceful. The lack of forgiveness leads to increased misery in your life and in the way you see all the things in the world. Everything you see will be tainted by your misery and the things you see and experience will be twisted in your mind and will serve as evidence to you that the world is responsible for your pain, but not you.

Knowing that you should forgive, how do you even attempt to forgive somebody when every cell in your body is crying with hate and screaming for vengeance? Even when you attempt to force yourself to say the words, "I forgive you," you know you are lying and have accomplished nothing other than having made sounds with your vocal cords. Words mean nothing when the heart is not in sync. God is neither fooled nor upset by this. He is just patiently waiting for your heart to open for this issue to be healed.

An important lesson I learned was to "live on the level you believe." For example, if you have a severe toothache, spend a moment in prayer and do your best to be open for healing. But if nothing happens, do not be upset, because this is not God punishing you or testing you. It is simply
a matter that you really do not believe you will be healed, so instead of writhing in pain, do the thing you do believe – take the pain killer or go to the dentist, but don't punish yourself for not believing. Live on the level you do believe so that you can restore your peace and regain your focus and return to a place where you can work on being open to increase the level you believe.

If you can't forgive, step back for a moment and stop wasting your time trying to do something you don't believe you can do. Before you can forgive what you believe somebody has done to you, you must first fix what you have surely done to yourself. Your desire to forgive has become clouded and needs to be healed. Simply clear your mind for a moment and focus on what you know you can do or what you know is true for you. When you say "I forgive you" and you know it is not true, you are just wasting your time. Instead, try to find something that is true. Say,
"I would rather that I could forgive," because that is the truth and you can only start healing from a point in which you truly believe.

The purpose of the Holy Spirit is for the correction of errors in how we
see things, how we experience things and for what we believe is true. When you know you would rather forgive, but just can't – what are you really doing? You are believing you can't forgive, and therefore, you can't forgive. There is actually nothing wrong with your ability to forgive – you just don't believe you can and so your mind is not open to allow this
to happen.

Sit back. Remind yourself that God wants what is best for you. He sent Jesus to help open your mind and he sent the Holy Spirit to guide your mind, when it is open. Be open to see that he is looking to help you remove any discomfort in your life and that he wants your mind fully healed and he wants you to be able to communicate with him fully once again. When you are open for inner healing, the answer is always "Yes" because that's where all our real problems originate and that's the only place where real change can actually occur [in your Heart – rbd].

Basically, most of our problems stem from us disbelieving things that should just naturally occur. We are created in our creators image. He is perpetually forgiving and so are we. It is your 100% natural ability to forgive without any hesitation or condition, just like your creator. Our errors in thinking make us disbelieve those things which should be totally natural for us.

Consider this. All the miracles Jesus did, were not great feats of God's powers or just special moments to rarely occur again. Those miracles were simply the direct result of Jesus doing what came naturally
to Him, because He didn't believe He couldn't. . . He just knew that He could. We are no different than Jesus – we just don't believe it and so we don't often achieve those things that occurred so naturally for Him – but eventually we all will.

When you can't forgive, when you can't find peace, when you don't want to get out of bed anymore and when you hate your job – don't get trapped into thinking you have to be brave by sacrificing your true happiness and lie to yourself about what you know doesn't feel true to you. Don't pretend to forgive if you can't. Don't pretend to be at peace if you're not. Instead, start with a real thought that is true. “I would rather that I wasn't so sad.”
“I would rather I didn't hate my job.” “I would rather that I wanted to get out of bed.” Hand those thoughts over to the Holy Spirit. Don't focus on what you don't think you can do, but focus on what you would rather you could do.

For example, if my thought was “I can't forgive,” I would pray, "This thought that 'I can't forgive', I hand over to you to correct. I would rather I could forgive.” Similarly, if my thought was “I can't get out of bed and have a good day.” I would pray, "This thought that 'I can't get out of bed and have a good day', I hand over to you to correct. I would rather that I could get out of bed and have a great day."

Upon handing over these errors in thinking, the Holy Spirit is invited to intervene in this part of your mind, and where He goes, healing and greater perception of truth follows. The errors in thinking will cease to exist and that part of your mind will be healed. There will be no boom – there will be no flashing light – there will be no burning bush. What will occur is a gentle and peaceful reorganization of your thoughts. There will not be a spike at the moment where you feel the miracle of new thinking. Instead, later that day, you will just notice that you are now seeing that problem differently. You will see that you can now move forward to the next stage of your healing because now you can forgive, or now you want to get out of bed or now you no longer hate your job.

Now, with your mind clear of the lies of what it can't do, you can now more readily move on to what it can do, which often consists of identifying more and more areas of your life where you believe you can't do something. This is fine and most likely, necessary. Hand over all your “can’ts” to the Holy Spirit and then you will discover, that no matter the situation, you can.

So, when you think you can't forgive, you are simply mistaken and have simply forgotten how. The Holy Spirit will help you to remember that
You can forgive. . . and you will be at peace again. Here's a Heartfelt Song, as a reminder:

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Getting Along With People

(An Article by Andrew Wommack)

Did you know that the greatest commandments of all are not part of the Ten Commandments? In fact, all of the commandments and laws are an outgrowth of just two. Jesus said this in answer to the lawyer’s question in Matthew 22:36-40, “Master, which is the great commandment in the law?” Jesus said unto him, “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.”

Many of us are praying for healing, deliverance, and prosperity. We want joy, peace, and happiness in our homes. We want better relationships
with family and friends, especially during the Christmas season. However, the answer to seeing these needs and desires met is all wrapped up in receiving God’s Love and then walking in that Love toward others.

In September, I wrote to you about God’s Love toward you in the article, “Look Who Jesus Loves.” Once you understand just how much He loves you, it’s not hard to love Him with all your heart, soul, and mind and to love others as yourself. Yet, many claim to love God and still don’t walk in Love toward others.

1 John 4:19-21 says, “We love Him, because He first loved us. If a man say, I love God, and hateth his brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen? And this commandment have we from Him, That he who loveth God love his brother also.”

That is a strong, strong passage of Scripture. Most of us want to interpret that some other way to take the bite out of it, but I just can’t see any way around this. If someone says they love God but harbor hate and resentment toward others, they are lying. We need to understand that this is the truth and begin to allow God’s Love to flow through us to others, including those we don’t like and those who have
hurt us.

In James 2:8 it is called the Royal Law: “If ye fulfil the royal law according to the scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well.”

This means that it is the highest of all the Laws, which is the same point that Jesus made in Matthew 22. The greatest thing any of us can do is to love God and to love people. That is the number one thing that God has given us to do. Until this becomes the focus of our lives, we are not going to benefit from His love working in us, and we will give Satan a tremendous inroad.

The Bible says that offenses will come. If you live on this earth among people, someone is going to rub you the wrong way sooner or later. And, according to 2 Timothy 3:12, just because you are a Christian and identify with Jesus, some are going to hate you: “Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution.”

Most of the problems we have with people are the result of envy and strife. It might be our fault, their fault, or both, but strife is still the result. James 3:16 states: “For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work.”

People often think of jealousy and envy as the same thing, but they are not. Jealousy desires what someone else has. But envy, according to the dictionary, is not just jealousy. It is jealousy with malice, with intent to hurt or bring another person down. Envy means you are bitter and angry; strife is when you vent that bitterness and anger.

James continues by saying that with those two things come confusion and every evil work. If God is not the author of confusion that means Satan is. So you could say that where envy and strife are found, you will also find Satan and all his evil works. Not some, but every evil work.

So, how do you deal with strife or other problems in relationships? First, evaluate the source. It is always one of four: It could be your fault, the other person’s fault, or both of you may be at fault. The fourth source occurs less often and is not the result of strife: God may want you to end a relationship that is hindering your future.

Most people do not want to accept personal responsibility. It’s much easier just to point a finger at someone else. The danger with this
is that you can develop a victim mentality. You begin to believe
that the reason you act the way you do is because of what other people have done to you. You don’t believe it is ever your fault. Always begin by looking at yourself first.

Often the problem is only in your mind and doesn’t actually exist. It is
the result of judging the motives behind the actions of others. You jump to conclusions and take offense based on speculations. One of the qualifications of a minister is that he is sober minded. That means he is void of speculative imaginations. By assuming people’s motives are good, most offenses will never develop.

There is a time and place to discern and judge the motives of others, but it must be done properly. I don’t have the space in this letter to teach on this, so I recommend you get my new series, God’s Kind of Love Through You, which discusses speculative imaginations and godly judgment.

But, what if it’s the other person’s fault? No matter what they have done, you have a choice in your response. You have 100 percent authority over yourself. You can start walking in Love toward another person anytime you decide to. Paul said, “I die daily.” And, in 2 Corinthians 4:17, he stated: “For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of Glory.”

I won’t list them here, but Paul’s light afflictions weren’t exactly light. They were just light in comparison to the Glory he would experience in eternity. If we compared all the hurtful things people have done to us to what Jesus suffered for our sake, our suffering becomes insignificant. It’s all a matter of perspective; Paul understood that.

Most of the time broken relationships are the fault of both the people involved. That is especially true in marriage. No man has ever loved his wife the way Christ loves the church, and no woman has ever honored her husband the way the church is to honor God. The key to resolving problems in all relationships begins with Forgiveness.

“Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven." (Matt. 18:21-22)

“Take heed to yourselves: If thy brother trespass against thee, rebuke him; and if he repent, forgive him. And if he trespass against thee seven times in a day, and seven times in a day turn again to thee, saying, I repent; thou shalt forgive him.” (Luke 17:3-4)

No one is going to sin against you 490 times in one day! What Jesus is saying is that if a person humbles himself and asks for forgiveness, then forgive him. Forgiveness is the most powerful weapon of all in ending strife and restoring relationships.

If this does not resolve the problem, God has a plan in His Word to help you. Again, I do not have space here to teach on this subject, but it is
very important that you know what to do next. In my series, God’s Kind of Love Through You, one of the messages is titled, “Dealing with Offenses When All Else Fails.” In it, I talk about confronting the person with two or three witnesses present, taking the issue before the church, and turning someone over to Satan for the destruction of their flesh and the salvation
of their soul. [Be VERY careful with that last part – rbd]  “For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” (Matt 7:2)

In some instances, it might actually be God causing a relationship to break up. There are some relationships that God just doesn’t want you
to have. For example, He doesn’t want you to be unequally yoked with unbelievers. He also doesn’t want you to have relationships that might keep you from your destiny. However, this should not be misused as an excuse to end a relationship just because you’re unhappy. 

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Sacrilegious Jesus

(An Article by Keith Giles)

“You study the Scriptures diligently because
you think that in them you have eternal life.
These are the very Scriptures that testify about me,
yet you refuse to come to me to have life.”
(John 5:39-40)

Sacrilegious: (Adjective) – “Gross irreverence toward a hallowed person, place, or thing.”

It occurs to me that Jesus, the Messiah, was profoundly sacrilegious.
He healed on the Sabbath, picked grain on the Sabbath, and defied the Jewish High Priest and the ruling religious class on an almost daily basis.

This is part of what confounded the Jewish leaders of his day. They were looking for a Messiah who would fit into their program, a star quarterback they could draft who would take their team to the Super Bowl.

Instead, what they got was an outlaw who wore his own uniform, played
by his own rules and had the audacity to expect them to join his team.
Of course, they were scandalized by this sort of take charge Messiah. They couldn’t accept that the Chosen One might kick things off by correcting them publicly, pointing out their flaws, their pride and their errors in front of everyone. How could he be so cruel? Why would he expose their inconsistencies that way?

Even worse, this back water Rabbi from Nazareth recruited his disciples from among the peasant class rather than selecting the children of the wealthiest and most intelligent in Jerusalem. Instead of choosing to teach the sons of priests and governors, he selected a revolutionary extremist, a tax collector, some smelly fishermen, and a few random Gallileans of no fame or lineage. This is why his ministry required the support of outsiders like women, and prostitutes, and other tax collectors. It was really shameful, to be honest.

But what really rubbed the Pharisees the wrong way was his constant breaking of the Sabbath. In fact, it almost seemed to be intentional on his part to work miracles on the very day that he should be at home resting. What’s more, when confronted about this, he had the audacity to suggest that the reason he was breaking the Sabbath was because God was also at work on the Sabbath. So, if God doesn’t rest on the Sabbath why should he? (John 5:17)

What makes the sacrilegious actions of Jesus so profound is that
His irreverence wasn’t towards God, but instead, pointed out the hypocrisy of men and the emptiness of tradition and religion itself.

Jesus wanted people to come to Himself,
not to a temple.
He wanted people to spend time with Him,
not a book of rules.
Jesus wanted people to look to Him for answers,
not to religious leaders.

 

Jesus didn’t ever play church. He spent most of his time among the poor and the broken, the outcast and the weak. When he did go to the Temple, it was to point out the hypocrisy of the religious charlatans and to call people to follow Him and to enter the Kingdom of God in humility.

Sacrilegious people do not care for pretense. They do not care about faux (artificial) Religiosity. They roll their eyes at the pomp and circumstance of religious show and have no patience for a sermon and a song.

Like Jesus, the sacrilegious person is only interested in cutting through the nonsense to get to the “Heart of the Matter.” Spare the flowery speeches and the platitudes, just show them what’s real and cut to
the chase.

Jesus didn’t come to start a new religion, or to validate an existing one. He came to announce that the Kingdom of God had come and that, through submission to Himself, anyone could live in it right away.

Jesus cuts to the chase by simply saying, “Repent [think differently –
“be transformed” - dc] because the Kingdom of God is within you.”

Submission to His Kingship in your actual life on a daily basis is all that matters. The rest is just Religiosity.

Seems we could use a dose of good old fashioned sacrilege today. . .

“Yet a time is coming and has now come
when the true worshipers will worship the Father
in the Spirit and in Truth, for they are
the kind of worshipers the Father seeks.
God is Spirit, and His worshipers must worship
in the Spirit and in Truth.”

(John 4:23-24)

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